Hello fellow Tuesday readers,
Last weekend, I was in Disneyland! Yes, it was a spur of the moment thing to get away from everything back at home. Life has been extremely stressful so it was nice to be a kid at the happiest place on Earth for a few days. I have an annual pass so I try to go as often as possible. I usually make it out there for 5-6 times per year so I get my money’s worth!
It’s funny how a place can instantly make you happy. It takes me back to when I was a kid experiencing everything for the first time. Everyone at my work doesn’t seem what’s so great about that place and it genuinely is a hard thing to explain. It’s magical, cheesy but true. Most people who don’t get it actually have never even been there before so they think it’s just for kids.
For the most part, I do go for the rides. My favorites are Pirates of the Caribbean, Space Mountain, California Screamin, Splash Mountain and Big Thunder Railroad. However, that’s not the only reason. The characters, the music, the theming is always nothing short of spectacular. The workers put 110% of themselves into the place and it’s just a great happy environment to be in. Every time I go, there’s always something new to do.
This past summer, I even took a tour of Disneyland just to cross it off my bucket list. I also love the history of Walt and the creation of Disneyland. I knew a lot of facts and trivia and I actually did learn quite a few more details of putting the place together. I even got to visit Walt’s apartment complex that he used to stay in on Main Street. I get such a rush even speaking about it.
So basically, when I’m older, hopefully in my 80’s or 90’s, I will be yelling to my grandkids to push me around the park still. It keeps me young. It keeps me happy.
And that’s really all you need to know about the place! Have a good rest of the week!
I had a big moment of weakness this week. I heavily considered dropping out of college to pursue and devote my time to my dream job 110%. I shared what was on my mind to my father and it was not pretty. A little background of him is that he came from south america when he was only 18 and had already been a high school dropout so he never actually went to college. I believe the language barrier even made it more difficult as time went by. His parents never pushed him, instead they put him to work. He constantly reminds me how he wished he got pushed because he didn’t know any better and feels like a failure in today’s society because he never had a career but just jobs here and there. I understand where he is coming from, it is completely valid.
However, my only drive to continue school is to not disappoint him. I’m completely not doing it for myself, even though I know having a degree will benefit me down the line. At what point do I need to start living for myself and not to avoid the disappointment of my loved ones? My dream job does not require me to have a degree nor does it have anything to do with it. So readers what do I do? I need feedback.
During the meantime, I decided it’s not best to make a rash decision and quit altogether in the middle of a semester. I am doing well in my classes and might as well stick it out another 2 months and get my GPA higher. I am a few courses away from getting my Associates Degree and then I will be able to transfer. But is it worth the headache to push through several years more of school and not be happy? And then be in debt for years to pay for my education? I’m very torn.
My life win is more of a life realization this week. My life win technically is not being stupid and quitting in the spur of the moment.
Thanks for listening, until next Tuesday.
It’s Friday and that just so happens to be my favorite day of the week! How has your week been so far? Hopefully, it has been as amazing as mine.
Although I love Fridays, yesterday was probably my favorite day of the year. You may be wondering why. Well, yesterday was my birthday and it was awesome. I had a business class in the morning but, I was able to spend the rest of the day with the people I care and love. Since it was my birthday, my family and I decided to go out to a restaurant for dinner. We went pretty late, around nine, and so there was barely anyone there. After we ate, my mom surprised me with a cake that she somehow managed to hide from me all day. I have no idea how I didn’t notice it; we live in the same house and we drove their together in the same car. After she brought the cake, everyone decided to sing happy birthday and let me tell you, there is a reason why no one in my family has ever gotten a record deal. They were all singing the same song yet it sounded like each person was singing a different song but, regardless of all that, I loved it. My birthday dinner was a little chaotic and it wasn’t anything fancy but, it was an awesome birthday and I loved every second of it.
Since I was talking about family, I’d like to share this quote that I found.
“You aren’t wealthy until you have something money can’t buy” –Garth Brooks
This quote reminds me of my family. I could have a million dollars but, without my family, I would never be happy. On the other hand, I could have absolutely nothing but as long as I have my family, I would feel like the richest person alive. The amount of love you can get from a family member is priceless; no amount of money can buy you that kind of love. It is unconditional love. You fight, argue and annoy one another but, at the end of the day, you know you have them. They are always there for you when no one else is and that is why I feel like the richest person alive. I am very thankful that I have such an amazing family.
Anyways, that’s all from me today. I hope everyone has an awesome weekend.
Good afternoon peeps,
I think more than ever I’m realizing how quick Tuesday’s are coming. I can’t believe it’s October tomorrow! My life win this week actually comes from a life win of my family member. Around the end of last August, right around when I was starting this Creative Writing class, we admitted my cousin to a drug rehabilitation due to his addiction to crystal meth and heroine. He has been in and out of our lives for the past 10 years, in and out of prison, in and out of jobs due to his addiction. It has been an extremely overwhelming experience for all of us, financially and emotionally. He attends both Narcotics Anonymous and Alcoholics Anonymous because they go hand and hand in his case. He is also receiving counseling for the first time in his life, which has been too far overdue. This past Sunday night, he asked me and my sister along to watch him receive his 30 days sober chip at Alcoholics Anonymous. Although, technically he has been clean and sober for 46 days now! We are extremely proud of his recovery and where his mindset is today. Even though we are proud, I can see he has a very long journey ahead of him and it’s going to take a lot of work to get him to a steady place. He made a speech that night that made me and my sister well up in the eyes. He mentioned how the first time in his life he is thinking clearly. It was also his daughter’s 6th birthday this weekend and he mentioned how this is the first time he’s seen her smile and actually felt joy from that. He admitted to some pretty scary things he’s done in his past but I know for a fact that that’s no longer the way he wants to live. Going to that meeting opened my eyes entirely. There was this community who treated each other as family, who understood entirely what they were going through. I choose to speak on this because it is no longer a sad story, he has turned that around entirely. All we can do is be supportive and pray for his strength. He needs us more than ever right now. Please keep him in your prayers.
What was your life win this week?
Until next time,